Ouch. Sounds like I hit a nerve. Sorry. I didn't mean to insult at all, I was just trying to say don't give up hope. You do an amazing job, and the effort you put in is honourable. I know how difficult it is to run things like this on a forum and how it feels when you get little feedback. If you did want help, I'll try.
I'm pretty sure I've voted in a lot. I've probably missed a few because I was away for a while.