Well it sounds like you are a dreamer alright


Now what would have happend if Martin Luthor King said


I HAVE A DREAM..................eeeerrrrrrrr but I dont wanna talk about it

So have alook at:

EDIUS V4.5
SONY PD 170 or PD150
SONY 1170 RM TRIPOD WITH BUILT IN LANC CONTROL

A SENHISER K6 ME66 MIKE WITH A BOOM POLE

A COUPLE OF PHOTON BEAM 300 WATT LIGHTS
SOME SCRIM AND SOME DAYLIGHT GELS

A BUNCH OF DV TAPES
AND

A PC RATHER THAN A LAPTOP YOU WILL GET MORE BANG FOR YA MONEY!

Start by NOT doing it live and cut your teeth on producing small segments for YOUtube

Then develop it from there


Good luck and learn to be a scrounger!!!! and ASK ASK ASK ASK for advise from anyone in the industry who will inpart it THEN TEST IT and TEST IT and when you are fed up TEST IT some more.

This routine will hone your skill and judgement

Ebay is great for equipment!

Cath